Departures: Seattle: Live: No Devotion

A quick plane hop, and I was back in Berkeley, at the Geoworks offices. I'd slipped the door guard a cookie and emerged into the entryway of my former employer. Ron had sent out mail saying when my flight would get in, mentioning that I had cookies, and that I'd be up for dinner. Thus, I strolled into Dave Loftesness' office, bold as brass, bearing a paper bag damp with moist goodness.

Dave said Hi. I said Hi, I brought cookies, was wondering about dinner. Dave said cookies are great, and dinner would be soon--Cathy Chen was in town, visiting from Michigan. Coolness. I asked Dave if there'd been any word on the Geoworks front.

Dave asked me if I'd read my mail. I allowed as I hadn't.

Dave made a little frown. Sounds of Quake filtered in from around the office.

Dave said that a third of the Berkeley office was getting laid off. The remainder of the office was being moved to corporate HQ in Alameda; this would probably prompt half of the remaining people to quit.

I gaped. I gulped. I think I said "Uhm." I think I said, "Jeez. That, like, really sucks."

Dave nodded.

My thoughts whirled. Wasn't one supposed to look on the bright side? Wasn't one supposed to buck up? I looked around for some good news.

"Well, hey, lookee here. I brought cookies," I said. I reached over, crinkled the bag a little. Dave gave a somewhat pained smile. I gave up on trying to find a bright side. We talked a little bit more about the situation, about the executive thought processes which must have gone into this decision. I can't report this part of the conversation--my separation agreement says that I can't say disparaging things about Geoworks.

After a while, I said, "Dave, this conversation is just too depressing. I'm going to go watch people kill each other at Quake for a while" Dave replied, "Yeah, enjoy the Quake game. That's what I was doing while I was procrastinating on this." He gestured at his computer screen. He continued: "I'm deciding who to lay off." Dave's not a very expressive guy. He plays things close to his chest. But he looked at me as he said that, and his eyes were two of the saddest I'd seen in a long time. I turned and fled to Morgan's cubicle, sat and watched Quake, made small talk, and didn't cry.

Winding Down

We dined at Cha Am. The only one of us who wasn't looking for a new job was Paul Du Bois, who had already found one. Cathy Chen was excited. She'd met a possible employer at the convention she was attending. She wanted to come up with a resumé that night. "Maybe we could have a workshop," she said.

Postscript:
A few weeks after I got back, amazon.com paid Geoworks $5 million, essentially buying Seattle Geoworks. This was undoubtedly quicker than just hiring one Seattle Geoworker each month.

[Done]

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